Author: Nikki In a Nutshell

Inside Out!

Glitch

Do you spend more time thinking about the future or the past? Why?

The past. For several major reasons that I won’t delve into now. Aware that this way of thinking does not best serve me, I’ve for some time been working hard alongside my synapses on this issue & a few other concerns! Since my future needs me much more than my past does!

People Play

A couple of months ago someone in a crucial position in my life told me that they’d known of & withheld serious information from me that could have made a world of difference to me. They started off by apologizing. Thirty nine (39) years … they kept this info to themselves … OR at least carefully/willfully away from me. People play waaaaay too much &/but when you don’t want to play, their feelings are hurt. This has been a LOT to process. I do know that I’m going to be just fine but, for me, somethings have to change in light of these new revelations. I will not play myself. Nor am I opened to being played with.

In My Head

Do you play in your daily life? What says “playtime” to you?

‘Play’, for me often means Pinterest! However, it too, has meant much much more! Household chores spark ‘play’ in me since I get creative when engaged in it. Shuffling things around, new ideas coming to mind. When ‘in motion’, I’m my most ‘playful’. To be fair, my mind is often at ‘play’! Same when outside, walking, driving or otherwise traveling & especially with others … a chosen few, that is.