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Everyone In My Ancestral Lineage

Who would you like to talk to soon?

And I do mean everyone! The time is fast approaching when this will finally be possible! I’ve wanted this for so long. For as long as I can remember. When every wrong on Earth will be undone, forever. I have vivid thoughts regarding the days ahead though I’m certain matters will be much more grand than anything I can hope for! So be it!

In My Dreams

… no one would take me home. Everyone who was someone refused. They were all fine with leaving me on my own to deal with the matter. It frustrated me to the point of taking matters into my own hands. It all started when I didn’t handle a rejection properly while a guest in someone’s home, ending in a train station face to face with Cheryl. She too refusing. She brought me to this place. Both in real life and in the dream. I’m sick and exhausted of the seemingly lasting harm she alone has had on/over my real life. I can’t help but wonder this time if this dream is directly relating to my real life. If I found myself face to face with her … am I indeed taking matters into my own hands regarding the real life situation that’s pretty much alive and kicking with her? Might I be with anyone else??? I will pray about this and endeavor to focus on feeding my mind with whatever things are serious concern. Amen.

Betrayed By An Entire Family

In the beginning, you dumped your son onto me, no doubt making your load lighter, well aware that you hadn’t prepared him but indeed failed him. That was so unkind to both him and to me (and you know exactly why). Only to contact me when he was laid up in hospital, suffering dire consequences of yet another one of his own poor decisions (it was NOT a misunderstanding) , WITH another woman at his bedside, while still married to me, that you knew about/had known about.

BOTH your daughters were caught red handed at my children’s father/my newly ex husbands home, (for WHAT earthly reason), due to the wreckage they left behind.

With no concern for my well being for well over thirty (30) years, you step in like you never left, only to reveal you’ve had a relationship with my emotionally abusive mother for quite some time, and offering ill suited advice.

You’ve not yet addressed the demonic phone call your eldest son got around to making to me, you know the one he’s made to several others before me.

All these things taking place over many years under your watch. Now you think you can waltz right back into my life with certain expectations/with no acknowledgement that all these things have taken place. Under what grounds??? Who do you think I am? Who do you think you are???????

Your entire family has shown no regard for me, for a very long time … and there are more instances that I haven’t mentioned here. I didn’t deserve any of it but apparently each of you are convinced that I did and spared none of it. I will not bear y’alls loads any longer. EACH OF YOU would be much better off leaving me alone at this point. Trust me.