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Everyone In My Ancestral Lineage

Who would you like to talk to soon?

And I do mean everyone! The time is fast approaching when this will finally be possible! I’ve wanted this for so long. For as long as I can remember. When every wrong on Earth will be undone, forever. I have vivid thoughts regarding the days ahead though I’m certain matters will be much more grand than anything I can hope for! So be it!

The Last Thing

What is the last thing you learned?

… I learned, 99.9% of it all isn’t about me and so the sooner I release all confusion anxiety tension resentment and the stagnation it has caused, the better, for me and everyone else. My great niece and her father were laid to rest yesterday. This has caused a seismic adjustment on my soul. Balance focus strength determination is in order, for me to show up fully in the life I live, endeavoring to leave matters better than I may find them, if/when possible. I’ve learned many things from many people, big and small, throughout my life and am grateful. The walls I’ve put up over the years can come down. Many of them are old and have caused me many difficulties over time/the years. My boundaries will suffice. I don’t even care for unnecessary walls in the literal/physical world! I can stretch out, see clearer and feel most free when things are open and laid out. So I’ll be open moving forward. I’ve learned this morning that my existence can be full and safe at the same time. I’ve more fully learned, today, that some things are about me, while most aren’t and it’s ok! I’m officially tired of being sick and tired. My life is to be lived and may I forever be learning!

In My Dreams

I’ve had this dream several times now. I do not like it. I always have to get out my car to have to walk where I never arrive at a destination. There’s no one ever around to assist, the buildings are always unbelievably big and tall and dirty. The ground is uneven, broken up and a nightmare to walk on with train tracks everywhere. If I do see see people they are gone by the time I get close, even the building/area has morphed into something else. It (the dream) becomes quite exhausting. I can never find my car since I can’t remember what king of car I’m driving nor where I parked it since nothing ever stays the same. THIS TIME I was to be meeting someone in particular somewhere and that’s how it all started. I couldn’t call them because I couldn’t remember what his name was and didn’t know the number AND my phone didn’t appear reliable, it was outdated. I couldn’t even see Canada. It was all one big dead end. I don’t like anything about this recurring dream. Waking up was a big of a relief except I was exhausted and emotionally still there. No one ever contacted me and I never came into contact with anyone or anything. I do not like this dream, it keeps returning for reasons unknown to me.