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Everyone In My Ancestral Lineage

Who would you like to talk to soon?

And I do mean everyone! The time is fast approaching when this will finally be possible! I’ve wanted this for so long. For as long as I can remember. When every wrong on Earth will be undone, forever. I have vivid thoughts regarding the days ahead though I’m certain matters will be much more grand than anything I can hope for! So be it!

Off My Chest

… around fifty (50) years ago, I walked in on my sister and our cousin having sex. I was devastated. Neither of them has ever said a thing about it, to me, from that day to this one. Nor have I said anything to either of them. I was a young teenager at the time and still a virgin myself. I am older than both of them. Over the years I’ve learned/continued to experience many disturbing things regarding my sister. She hears of lines and runs toward them, with every intention to cross them. We’ve never been friends. Neither have me and my cousin after that. For at least fifty (50) years I’ve been weighed down low by this. It feels like a hundred years. Fifty of hers … and fifty of his. They both were well aware that I walked in that room. They both made eye contact with me. She’s taken a lot from me/out of me over the decades. But today, I’m getting THIS … off my chest.

In My Dreams

… no one would take me home. Everyone who was someone refused. They were all fine with leaving me on my own to deal with the matter. It frustrated me to the point of taking matters into my own hands. It all started when I didn’t handle a rejection properly while a guest in someone’s home, ending in a train station face to face with Cheryl. She too refusing. She brought me to this place. Both in real life and in the dream. I’m sick and exhausted of the seemingly lasting harm she alone has had on/over my real life. I can’t help but wonder this time if this dream is directly relating to my real life. If I found myself face to face with her … am I indeed taking matters into my own hands regarding the real life situation that’s pretty much alive and kicking with her? Might I be with anyone else??? I will pray about this and endeavor to focus on feeding my mind with whatever things are serious concern. Amen.