Author: Nikki In a Nutshell

Inside Out!

In My Dreams ( Series )

I don’t know what it is about me & my dreams concerning Canada! Once again I’m on some kind of quest to get there/in & asking/looking for someone to accompany me! This time it was Prince Harry … who volunteered while no one else was stepping up. So away we went. I remember lots of walking outdoors, bending highways at night, a parking garage, being in a house with an average sized room with a high ceiling sitting on the floor with him in the day time with a wide opened window while someone was talking to us, then at some point sitting on a dark dirt floor cellar in the exact position with no one talking to us. We did make it to Canada & andt the bits continued crazier! In my dreams I am often trying to get to Canada with or without someone … always making it there because it is literally always in sight. I can always see it on/from the other side of where I find myself. Not asking/looking for an interpretation so spare me the drama.

A Much Better Me

If you could be someone else for a day, who would you be, and why?

Decades ago I ‘THOUGHT’, ‘PERHAPS’ had I been the now infamous Eve, I would have handled her temptation differently/much better. Who did I think I was ??????? … if it happened to her it WOULD have happened to me … I’ve since learned a great deal more of that bigger picture. I can honestly say I’ve never wanted to BE anyone else, only a better me … I saw that as doable … even possible! Only me, spiritually pressing on to maturity me.

Harry and His Wife

… I can’t go on with Harry & his wife. It’s not like I’ve been ringing them up nor they me. Since I’m the one responsible how I ultimately spend my time. I’m taking my time energy peace of mind life back. They only remind me of the abuse I’d suffered at the hands of the family I was born into. What I already know is that this will not turn out well for either of them. I don’t need the details of how/when it will end. I’m aware of what I’ve been looking at. Many can’t see it for what it is. Some don’t want to see it. Some refuse to see it. Some might never see it. Once seen however it cannot be unseen & this is where I am with them & people like them. It can’t end well for them & I will spare myself of the details remaining leading up to it. I will not be looking at/for updates any longer on their goings on since it was never any of my business. It’s just been a gross waste of my time really & I ain’t got no more time to devote to what in my eyes will amount to nothing. I’m out & may I never return to it.