Author: Nikki In a Nutshell

… I am well aware of it. When in my presence you’ll be forced to take a good long look at who ‘you’ are. Not with comparison, rather, inward. Deep into your soul. You will no doubt find this uncomfortable, in turn finding my mere prescience uncomfortable. If you don’t like ‘you’ then you will find it extremely difficult, in my light. I’ve done my darkness. If you decide to do this deep dive & actually survive it/survive you, you’ll be well on your way to finding/acquiring mental freedom & inner peace of your own.

… & a bag of chips, you say ??? mmm k.

Oh. My. Goodness. While playing in the u.k. I ran into my husband of long ago. One minute I was preparing my camera for photos of the planets in alignment, next thing I know its full of slot machines & other various noises. When I look up, there he is. I don’t know if he’s seen me yet. If he has, he isn’t going to approach me. That is clear. If he hasn’t … we can get straight into the business of divorce when he does make that move. For the life of me, I can’t remember how/why we were married in the first place, so long ago. He legally is my husband that I don’t know anything about & ain’t interested … & ain’t in no way wanting or needing this to go on any longer. NO. He’s gotten into the lift. The next move is mine. “Might there be a lawyer in the vicinity”?

It’s sad & disappointing when it becomes crystal clear that speaking with an 80 something year old man or woman is like talking to a brick wall. Scary even. Like standing still … because you don’t wanna end up where they’re at.

I won’t be unlearning any of my lessons learned.

But I WILL git wit chu.

Look, my blogs are all true. If you (the reader) & I don’t know one another, then know that they are NOT about you nor am I speaking of/to you on the low. At Ease …

It is YOU in need of some serious therapy if you believe it is ME that should be running in your direction. Really? I would never say nor do I believe you should be heading in my direction either. Not now. So we even. If you wanna call it that.

Innocent until proven guilty. Guilty until proven innocent. Who started it?

If I can determine that certain knowledge has been brought to my attention last minute in effort to squeeze a positive on the spot ‘affirmative’ out of me … & the offering was plain old sloppy … then yall ought be aware that I knew months ago of yalls shameful goings on. Had you been proud of & thought honorably of it I surely would have been told ‘properly’ & in a timely manner. Don’t last minute me. I do ‘on the spot’ impeccably, you should know this.