Nikki In a Nutshell

On march 14th, 2022, a ‘friend’ & I spent the day together shopping lunching & talking/listening. Up until & including this day some two & a half months later I’ve been recovering from that association. It weighed me all the way down & held me there for every bit of two & a half months. I will never do that again. My soul has never seen this kind of a clean sweep. TWO AND A HALF MONTHS ??????? Time is a precious resource that should be spent wisely. I was wrong about a few things but I think I know better now. I can’t afford to be out of commission. AT ALL.

I’ve heard so much about ZARA hauls. But there are no stores close to me. I have one piece by ZARA. I found it at Goodwill a few years ago. Perhaps a Goodwill haul will suffice!

Do YOU make your own decisions?

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Can you come outside?

We are hilarious! And dead serious at the same time. One of my closest friends & I know what our distractions/no no’s are & have confessed them out loud, intend to do somethings drastic to eliminate them & have made plans to replace them with the more important things from here on out. Jehovah be with us. #getready #stayready

Boaz.

Yesterday morning I took the large felt down that was covering completely my bedroom window! When I first saw this apartment I was excited with the idea of having such a large window in here. The amount of natural light that it offers has been life saving. I was shut off from the world though. It may as well have been a wall all this time because I couldn’t see out off it for the fear of someone looking in. Ive huge plans for this big beautiful window! & every other window in my life/world after this point! Come summer autumn winter & spring!

I just got up to go look for the very iPad that I am typing on.

Yesterday! Black tulip table ☑️ Full sized firm mattress ☑️. Thank you, Jehovah!

I’ve experienced many, far more, racist/colorism incidents in my life time, initiated by black people than all other races combined. #true