Nikki In a Nutshell

Or you’ll be made to. I promise.

Talk to me AFTER viewing every episode of Will Smith’s “Best Shape of My Life”. Then read his book “Will”. I am not ‘your’ enemy (though this can be arranged) nor am I ‘your’ competition (that’ll never be). It is you that is against you. There’s nothing wrong with you. Some things just need to be undone & only you can undo them. But ‘you’ have to find them & do the tedious work of putting yourself back together along the way. Your dilemmas fights & struggles are within. May you figure it all out. You’ll be a better human for it.

I awoke this morning noticeably different. This brand new, you too will notice. Life/everything will. be. different. Brand new.

“If you like anxiety, you’ll love depression.”

Where you need me to be.

My first love was my father. I thought we could/would marry when I got older. Of course he let me down gently clearly explaining why that couldn’t/wouldn’t ever happen. I got over it with a quickness! He remained my Dad. Michael Jackson was my second love forbidden still. He was my big brother. That turned out being the best since he’ll always be my big brother. No one mattered after that/since then … still.

For some time now, I’ve come to the conclusion that I do appreciate, SO MUCH, ‘variety’. In food drink clothing shelter language music nature & people. I’m eternally grateful that people differ in many ways. I can hardly imagine a world full of me’s OR you’s. I do, though, like the sound of the human race under the same rule mind & purpose for the good of everyone, always, I do!

, why don’t you.

It ought to be 20/20. It ain’t always. At this point, INSIGHT is a necessity … & your best bet.

Until all hell breaks loose, it doesn’t.