Nikki In a Nutshell

Death is truly an enemy. It has never been a friend to anyone. It was never part of mankind’s purpose. Originally we were to praise God eternally! The chief opposer wasn’t having that, causing the opposite. Cutting many lives short and directly preventing many the possibility. HOWEVER, our Creator, able to undue the damage death has dealt us, will soon make himself known to those who exercise wisely his gift of free will. Choose to know him now or be forced to know him later.

Tall. Hairy! Left handed redhead. Warm. Wise. Confident. Thoughful visionary. Highly sensual. Well rounded man. Kind soul. Calm spirit. Waiting for me💕

A lot can happen in 6 years straight. So much did for me, some absolutely necessary important permanent life changing things. Its been the hardest work I’ve ever had to do to date. No one else could have done it for me & for the very most part I did it alone.

There is, for a certainty, a good degree of mental illness involved with someone who is mad at you for something they have done to you. MAD AT YOU BECAUSE OF SOMETHING FOUL THEY’VE DONE TO YOU. Where they do that at???????

When I was itty bitty I witnessed my Daddy leave the house on many cold dark mornings to go to work for Missouri Pacific Railroad. The house would smell like whatever my great grand mother would prepare for his breakfast and lunch. All bundled up and with his things the wood stairs would quickly creak with every step he took toward the front door. I loved that sound. I still love the sound and feel of wood beneath my feet. “Be particular” Mama would say to Daddy as he was just about out the door. He’d answer in the affirmative, a word or two, then the door would shut. Most mornings I was not awake for this display of love and duty yet I remember so much about it when I was. Afterward I was back in bed on those early cold winter mornings … memories.

… to get what you want outta me … & then, they ain’t the boss of me either. So, there.

Sometimes a good idea should remain an idea.

… it is too ‘peopley’ for me.

My big cousin Nick returned my phone call today! It was so good to hear his voice again. I recall being quite fond of him since before I started school. Him & his brother, MY OTHER BIG COUSIN! They’d come from Chicago in our uncles RV with guitar in tow! He still plays, of course💕

NO. Forgive, but remember … for the likely event you try that $#¡? again …