Nikki In a Nutshell

… I want to free myself, & there is a clear way to do so, … I’m OUT. AND, I won’t be back.

… it just came to me, & sat down to stay, that 2 & 3 were only distractions. Quite the effective kind. The residuals continue to linger doing as much damage as spiritually possible in the world in which we live … finding its way into every aspect of my life to reinforce its hold. Decades have been tied up tight. DECADES. I’ve gone through every emotion available, spending much time with each of them for the past ten years STRAIGHT. Now, I’m tired. There is so much more to be done & I have to do it. I want to do it, be my authentic self … now that I know who I am.

… was it?

… the mobile app never works. Has never worked.

… I was not equipped/prepared for life, by my bio mother, as a young child, a young girl, a young adult, a young woman, a young bride, a young mother, etc … I’m 62 years old. For the past 10 years STRAIGHT, I’ve been on a mission to unravel, understand, & undue as much of the nonsense as humanly possible, while supporting myself as I break down, rest, nourish my body & soul, build myself up to be the person I was born to/meant to be. I feel for her … & THAT is THAT.