Nikki In a Nutshell

Twice, Someone Dropped the Ball

I had to take care of some business today, over the phone, that I was under the impression I’d satisfied a week ago. The woman that was helping me was kind and caring. She wished me a belated birthday when she learned the date had recently passed and at the end encouraged me to take care of myself. I told her that I appreciated her.

As Long As

What is your favorite type of weather?

… the air quality is quality~ing! Every type from freezing to burning up!

No Tattoos

What tattoo do you want and where would you put it?

… nowhere … at no time … I’m enjoying my skin AS IS … so be it.

Good Job!

What was the best compliment you’ve received?

So, I left ALL of the brownies, ALL of the Dr Pepper, ALL of the Welch’s strawberry fruit snacks, ALL of the Milky Ways, ALL of the Reese’s BIG peanut butter cups at the shops today! Congratulations, Nikki in a Nutshell! You did good!

So,

… my left side (breast level) is tender.

No

… is a complete sentence.

So,

… ‘that’ call came yesterday, as I knew it eventually would … ‘full’ of pretty much the usual and rather noticeably ‘short’ of what it ought to have been. It was a temperature check … and I am ‘still’ mistakenly perceived as none the wiser. Empty is what it has amounted to up to now and it remains as such. It won’t work. Im through with it … ask somebody.

In the Meantime

… I’ll be flippin’, individually, each slat of my mini blinds …

NOTE TO SELF

… self, you can’t tase anything. Your sense of taste has been off for a couple of days … carry on …

The Last Thing

What is the last thing you learned?

… I learned, 99.9% of it all isn’t about me and so the sooner I release all confusion anxiety tension resentment and the stagnation it has caused, the better, for me and everyone else. My great niece and her father were laid to rest yesterday. This has caused a seismic adjustment on my soul. Balance focus strength determination is in order, for me to show up fully in the life I live, endeavoring to leave matters better than I may find them, if/when possible. I’ve learned many things from many people, big and small, throughout my life and am grateful. The walls I’ve put up over the years can come down. Many of them are old and have caused me many difficulties over time/the years. My boundaries will suffice. I don’t even care for unnecessary walls in the literal/physical world! I can stretch out, see clearer and feel most free when things are open and laid out. So I’ll be open moving forward. I’ve learned this morning that my existence can be full and safe at the same time. I’ve more fully learned, today, that some things are about me, while most aren’t and it’s ok! I’m officially tired of being sick and tired. My life is to be lived and may I forever be learning!