Nikki In a Nutshell

So,

… earlier today a man thought is was a good idea to ask me for my phone number. After several other attempts, it came to an end … thank the LORD above!

I visited a room I’ve not been in for a minute. It felt to me dingy and stale. There’s often someone there that is noticeably uncomfortable with my presence. I was invited but knew I wasn’t staying but for a minute. During that minute there was an awkward outburst and a few other odd sounds. Gatekeeper. That was that and it was time to go!

Been At It

How do you unwind after a demanding day?

… for well over ten (10) years now, & will be for a little while longer.

My Great Grandmother

… was indeed grand. I shudder to think what life would have been without her during my formative years. It’s been 40 very long years since she fell asleep in death. I long for the day that she can begin her real life …

No Can Do

How do you use social media?

In My Dreams

Someone I respect, out of their concern for/interest in my well being introduced me to someone who knew someone they wanted me to meet. Not romantically but to open up to. It happened! We all gained so much from it! Much more than any of us expected! It’s safe to say that none of us will ever be the same because of it. We’ve yet to lock eyes, after all, this is how souls catch fire … physical touch is already …

So much so, I woke myself up talking about it …

Am I Hearing

… with my deaf ear ???!??!?! The day before the day before yesterday my earphones said I was.

Left Me

Describe a positive thing a family member has done for you.

… the heck alone.

When I Was

… a very little girl, I’d witness my great grandmother sitting down with my daddy talking to him and he would seem uninterested. He’d either be eating the physical food that she’d prepared without looking up or staring into oblivion waiting to be dismissed. All while caring for me full time. I felt like what my great grandmother looked like to me at that time/several decades later and I don’t like it at all. Our concerns appear to be the same but times are very very different. Get it together young person … I need my energy more than you do.