What notable things happened today?
… before I can even get out of bed for the day I must document this. The damage she’s inflicted is long lasting & widespread. I’m telling you what I know. I’ve had NO contact with her for 10 years & there is 15 minutes distance between us by car. I’ve never blocked her by phone & when my father died (her husband at one time) there was no word from her, solidifying the fact that I was on my own. Back to the dream … I was in her home, with her, & she was sitting at her dining room table with a newspaper per usual. She’d acquired a small dog. I was on my feet piddling about. We didn’t talking. I thought I’d have a walk outside to the gas station for snacks & on the way out there appeared to be a wooden shack attached to the edge of her house … with 3-4 people inside it. The shack was dark & dirty & so were the people inside it. They were prompt to follow me to the gas station. There was no conversation with them either tho they did converse amongst themselves. When ‘we’ returned, they entered the shack & I, the house. She wasn’t there. I didn’t know where she’d gone. No sooner than I’d realized she wasn’t there a lady appeared at the door, wanting in. I told her that she was not home but she would not retreat from entering. All with a smile on her face. Before I knew it there were a camp of people inside & outside the place. They wouldn’t leave. Few had very little to say to me. I gathered something had ‘happened’ to my mother but didn’t know what or how. I decided to call the police due to the crowd becoming unruly with me & accusing her disappearance on me. The police were not cooperative AT ALL. They wouldn’t speak up & would not repeat themselves … and eventually hung up on me. I left the house & they all followed. The crowd getting bigger along the way. I believe I ended up at a hospital then back at the house. There was full blown chaos around me. They all knew something’s that I didn’t. T H E N, my sister walks in … & ALL the ‘noise’ stops. It was then that I knew that she had taken the narcissistic mothers ‘place’ equips with her very own assistant, mama Willie, of all people. They were all in agreement with the transfer of rulership. AINT THAT A BLIP. For the record, I was CLEAR by now about what the deal was. So, if you know, you know. That was enough for me. I decided to wake up shake it off here & eventually forget all about it. Hopefully, you will forget about it too.
Nikki In a Nutshell 