Since

… very early 2016 I’ve been at war on the most personal mission to date on the run literally and broken having fallen to pieces on both elbows to the point of clear & present friction (NOT CUTE) frying both eyeballs looking diligently for information day after day that identify explain what I was up against and could without doubt thoroughly relate to quickly realizing many long hard SOLO battles that must be won beginning asap with proper rest & proper nourishment & would be years engaged… me against it all severing (toxic) relationships protecting myself from human predators on the loose while putting myself together as I am meant to be along the way