Pain

In this apartment my most important transformations in life have occurred. In this very room I’ve broken down & put myself back together. I’ve learned to search my soul as to find it. To care for & protect it. Many conversations between me myself & I have taken place here. While researching subject after subject daily & nightly I lay on my elbows to the point of true unknown friction my Samsung tablet after years of holdin’ me down couldn’t take anymore. I found my voice in this very place. Got a lot off my chest that was never mine in the first place. I came to an understanding of some things that once held me in derision. I am in touch with myself & much has settled down. This very painful necessary growth of mine has made a few people quite uncomfortable surprisingly enough. I’m not responsible for how another feels about my growth. I understand now that people filter things through the lens of whatever personal ‘stuff’ that they are going through and that has nothing to do with me. Now I’ll do what’s best for me.

Author: Nikki In a Nutshell

Inside Out!

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