There are several YouTube channels that I tune into quite regularly, & have for way too long, that I believe are run by/belong to the severely mentally ill. I say that to say this … at this point I must ask myself why on Earth have I continued to tune in to the madness. What is this saying about me? I’ve decided more than twice to stop. I feel addicted. I’ve wasted a lot of time & am sure I’m in a deficit & gonna have to take a drastic approach to correct my situation. Ain’t none of it any my business no way. & it ain’t helped me with a single thing.