Big Scare

This afternoon I had the strangest sensation when I swallowed some food. It was down but not down enough & no matter how many times I swallowed it wouldn’t budge but felt like my esophagus was closing/spasming. I tried to remain calm but was ready to call for emergency services. I thought about death. I asked Jehovah to please not let me die & did not resort to uttering nor thinking of offering a bribe. I got a significant amount of relief when I threw up a little bit. I feel ok right now.