… around fifty (50) years ago, I walked in on my sister and our cousin having sex. I was devastated. Neither of them has ever said a thing about it, to me, from that day to this one. Nor have I said anything to either of them. I was a young teenager at the time and still a virgin myself. I am older than both of them. Over the years I’ve learned/continued to experience many disturbing things regarding my sister. She hears of lines and runs toward them, with every intention to cross them. We’ve never been friends. Neither have me and my cousin after that. For at least fifty (50) years I’ve been weighed down low by this. It feels like a hundred years. Fifty of hers … and fifty of his. They both were well aware that I walked in that room. They both made eye contact with me. She’s taken a lot from me/out of me over the decades. But today, I’m getting THIS … off my chest.
Nikki In a Nutshell 