Nikki In a Nutshell

Difficult Goodbye

Describe the last difficult “goodbye” you said.

Coming to the conclusion to say goodbye was much harder than saying it. Saying it was a huge relief.

The Last Difficult Goodbye

Describe the last difficult “goodbye” you said.

I’ve had a few. While I well understand that goodbyes may be necessary at times, I don’t always like them. I’ll never hold back from making practical/effective use of one. Some have been to places, things, ways of living acting & thinking, and of course other people. At times my goodbyes have required a good measure of thought beforehand while several very little. Forethought has helped me to issue goodbyes almost immediately at times, without error. The most difficult goodbyes are the ones where I must absolutely establish that there will be no more of whatever has been taking place, usually to protect/save myself … & just about never is there a coming together again of the situation for me. I appreciate the option of a goodbye!

Long lost cousins

While in L A I learned/was reminded of cousins of long ago that lived there that were willing to meet. Conrad Murray put us in touch by means of his hollow rickety laptop that carried around 8n a plastic grocery bag. He’d been at my great grandmothers house swiping the back of her neck with a two or three wet wipes without her knowledge o4 consent. We made it back to the basement apartment that I was gonna occupy but had not yet taken possession of with fresh flowers & food between us ! They liked the place & was looking forward to spending more time there to help me fix up the place. This is gonna be fun!

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… can’t you see, at no time was there a hold on me, not a fan of yo’ ragged ways, why you thinkin’ so, when it’s all nay …Uh huh … uh …

So …

I went all the way to Walmart for a few choice things. Spent time looking, selecting, & actually gathering, then had to abort … didn’t even look at the entrance to tj maxx …

Admiration

I’m not easily impress. I don’t have a need to be impressed. But when I am impressed, I’m quite impressed!

Answer Me This

If you don’t appreciate getting it right the first time WHY would anyone expect you to double check … to make sure you got it right … the first time?

GRWN …

Them so called baby hairs are not to lay on top of them drawn on eyebrows. ESPECIALLY when they are two totally different colors.

CAH-LICK!

Hanging up on someone is not what it used to be! All of the special effects are gone, thanks to the now cellular phone. You can hang up on someone nowadays & they will, more than likely, be convinced that the call was ‘dropped’ or blame it on a ‘bad connection’ … experiencing NOT, the full effect of the CAH-LICK! … followed by the infamous confirmation of that ‘gone but never forgotten’ dial tone! There was NO denying the fact that you’d been hung up on.

Somewhere in between ‘In the House Again’ & ‘Maaaaan’ … an area in my chest/back has become alarmingly sensitive. I first noticed it after having slept all night, waking up to it. To rise up out of the bed was tender/ uncomfortable. Has been this way ever since. Ive considered sitting up while I sleep but … Let the record show.