Author: Nikki In a Nutshell

In the beginning, you dumped your son onto me, no doubt making your load lighter, well aware that you hadn’t prepared him but indeed failed him. That was so unkind to both him and to me (and you know exactly why). Only to contact me when he was laid up in hospital, suffering dire consequences of yet another one of his own poor decisions (it was NOT a misunderstanding) , WITH another woman at his bedside, while still married to me, that you knew about/had known about.

BOTH your daughters were caught red handed at my children’s father/my newly ex husbands home, (for WHAT earthly reason), due to the wreckage they left behind.

With no concern for my well being for well over thirty (30) years, you step in like you never left, only to reveal you’ve had a relationship with my emotionally abusive mother for quite some time, and offering ill suited advice.

You’ve not yet addressed the demonic phone call your eldest son got around to making to me, you know the one he’s made to several others before me.

All these things taking place over many years under your watch. Now you think you can waltz right back into my life with certain expectations/with no acknowledgement that all these things have taken place. Under what grounds??? Who do you think I am? Who do you think you are???????

Your entire family has shown no regard for me, for a very long time … and there are more instances that I haven’t mentioned here. I didn’t deserve any of it but apparently each of you are convinced that I did and spared none of it. I will not bear y’alls loads any longer. EACH OF YOU would be much better off leaving me alone at this point. Trust me.

… is what I’ll do in instances like these, while continuing to grow/move forward.

… I’ve grown! I’m not the same.

… earlier today a man thought is was a good idea to ask me for my phone number. After several other attempts, it came to an end … thank the LORD above!

…did his thing!❤️