Nikki In a Nutshell

… you KNOW THE DRILL . Cold . #totellthetruth

Yellow, they’ve said. “high yellow”, “with yo’ yellow self”, “yellow girl”, “mellow yellow” … when RED it was … is … & always will be.

It’s been 8 months. A lot has happened. Some much needed unwinding has transpired. Still, plenty of good work to be done. Use it well or lose it … all.

… a 60 ish year old manchild once said to me, ” I don’t wanna know about your hopes & dreams” & he meant it. Perfect! THAT was the end of THAT. Right then. Right there.

… will ever find/leave me starstruck. Literally, few.

exposiition :

Because you WON’T acknowledge it, you avoid FACING & CORRECTING it. It’s still yours …

Your ‘anger’ … what is it’s ‘real’ name?

Every time (any one of) my sons & I say goodbye, be it in person over the phone or a text message, I suffer the dread of it actually being our last.