Nikki In a Nutshell

exposiition :

Because you WON’T acknowledge it, you avoid FACING & CORRECTING it. It’s still yours …

Your ‘anger’ … what is it’s ‘real’ name?

Every time (any one of) my sons & I say goodbye, be it in person over the phone or a text message, I suffer the dread of it actually being our last.

IF YOU PARTICIPATE in/with ANY PART of a neurotic individuals activities WILLINGLY, guess what.

When you can’t possibly know of the danger you’re actually in, then it becomes obvious … you dance different, your rhythm changes, forever.

Look at this… 👀 https://pin.it/KlbKeND

Every man for himself.

I am over weight. So over weight that I am experiencing several problems due to it. Never would I have ever believed/thought I’d find myself with such a dilemma. November 2020 will be upon us in a week. Usually I curl up in a ball around mid autumn & stay that way until spring. I’m guessing this is precisely the cause of my new found state. For seven WHOLE months something could’ve been done about this but NO … I did nothing but made it worse all the while covid has been showin’ out. So now I must take measures like I mean it & double up, triple up & yes, quadruple up between RIGHT NOW without let up through May 2021 (8 months) & fight back. I can’t believe it. No point in being in denial now is it? THAT won’t do. @ 136 1/2 lbs … ideally @ 121 lbs