Nikki In a Nutshell

Every man for himself.

I am over weight. So over weight that I am experiencing several problems due to it. Never would I have ever believed/thought I’d find myself with such a dilemma. November 2020 will be upon us in a week. Usually I curl up in a ball around mid autumn & stay that way until spring. I’m guessing this is precisely the cause of my new found state. For seven WHOLE months something could’ve been done about this but NO … I did nothing but made it worse all the while covid has been showin’ out. So now I must take measures like I mean it & double up, triple up & yes, quadruple up between RIGHT NOW without let up through May 2021 (8 months) & fight back. I can’t believe it. No point in being in denial now is it? THAT won’t do. @ 136 1/2 lbs … ideally @ 121 lbs

Know pain, know gain 💡

👀 ‘Apparently’ it’s Chevy Truck month! 😄💕👏

watchu doin’ on yo’ back? … you should be dancin’, yeah! … dancin’, yeah!

On August 14, 1971, I was in the same auditorium as & laid my very own big beautiful eyes on Michael, Marlon, Jermaine, Tito AND Jackie Jackson! I heard & watched them sing & dance to songs I’d been playing on my personal record player in my bedroom for what, at the time, seemed like forever💕 I was 8 1/2 years old. Almost 50 years later much of their music continually play in the background of my life. Michael has been gone 11 1/2 years & I miss him. He’ll find the new world way more peaceful & far more pleasant. Remembering Michael Jackson.

Cut to the chase. Period.

WHY is it acceptable

for you to be an idiot

but NOT acceptable

for me to point it out?

The past week has come with several sleepless nights & unwanted dreams. My dreams are almost always awful. It is normal for me to sleep without dreaming awakening refreshed & energized. I’m sure that the change of seasons and losing daylight hours has much to do with it along with the world’s ‘crazy’ mixed with bits of mine! Yes, you heard it from me!

It started out hard & cold. Without mercy of any sort with everybody’s name on it. Everyone’s gonna get some of it. From head to toe. Like it or not. No solidarity. Just a slow … burn … It’s October.