The Last Thing

What is the last thing you learned?

… I learned, 99.9% of it all isn’t about me and so the sooner I release all confusion anxiety tension resentment and the stagnation it has caused, the better, for me and everyone else. My great niece and her father were laid to rest yesterday. This has caused a seismic adjustment on my soul. Balance focus strength determination is in order, for me to show up fully in the life I live, endeavoring to leave matters better than I may find them, if/when possible. I’ve learned many things from many people, big and small, throughout my life and am grateful. The walls I’ve put up over the years can come down. Many of them are old and have caused me many difficulties over time/the years. My boundaries will suffice. I don’t even care for unnecessary walls in the literal/physical world! I can stretch out, see clearer and feel most free when things are open and laid out. So I’ll be open moving forward. I’ve learned this morning that my existence can be full and safe at the same time. I’ve more fully learned, today, that some things are about me, while most aren’t and it’s ok! I’m officially tired of being sick and tired. My life is to be lived and may I forever be learning!

I Give

What book are you reading right now?

I’ve come to the conclusion that I should probably stop cutting people ALL THE WAY off. Reason being, it doesn’t benefit me nor the other person. As I understand it, by continuing to do so doesn’t truly SOLVE a single thing. Rising to the challenge is totally eliminated. I can’t meet the situation & the other persons right to accept & sincerely rise to an occasion is cut short, by my cutting them ALL THE WAY off. Growth for everyone is stifled.