A Much Better Me

If you could be someone else for a day, who would you be, and why?

Decades ago I ‘THOUGHT’, ‘PERHAPS’ had I been the now infamous Eve, I would have handled her temptation differently/much better. Who did I think I was ??????? … if it happened to her it WOULD have happened to me … I’ve since learned a great deal more of that bigger picture. I can honestly say I’ve never wanted to BE anyone else, only a better me … I saw that as doable … even possible! Only me, spiritually pressing on to maturity me.

Harry and His Wife

… I can’t go on with Harry & his wife. It’s not like I’ve been ringing them up nor they me. Since I’m the one responsible how I ultimately spend my time. I’m taking my time energy peace of mind life back. They only remind me of the abuse I’d suffered at the hands of the family I was born into. What I already know is that this will not turn out well for either of them. I don’t need the details of how/when it will end. I’m aware of what I’ve been looking at. Many can’t see it for what it is. Some don’t want to see it. Some refuse to see it. Some might never see it. Once seen however it cannot be unseen & this is where I am with them & people like them. It can’t end well for them & I will spare myself of the details remaining leading up to it. I will not be looking at/for updates any longer on their goings on since it was never any of my business. It’s just been a gross waste of my time really & I ain’t got no more time to devote to what in my eyes will amount to nothing. I’m out & may I never return to it.

Narcissists Aftermath

When I began my journey to learn who I was after having learned about narcissism & it’s ravaging affects, & the absolute horrid real life problems it causes everyone touched by it, I was dead serious to recover & survive. Literally having to allow myself to fall apart as I watched parts of me die forever then put myself back together was no easy way of being everyday & every night for years. Yes, it took me years to pick up other people’s trash, return it to them, bulldoze the carnage & care for myself as I built myself anew. I did/& continue to do the very best that I can in this regard. I love myself & appreciate the gift of my life & abhor narcissistic ways in every individual & will (moving forward) have nothing to do with them once I know that this is their way. They are happy with themselves, never seeing a need to change therefore forever remaining their same ugly destructive selves wreaking havoc in the lives of everyone that they can with no remorse. No one is immune, not family not friends not strangers. They are on the hunt for what they need & they will get it from you, one way or another … before you know it.