Nikki In a Nutshell

Life as we all, thus far, know it has had its way with each of us. One way or another. For this very reason, like branches on a tree, our experiences shoot and/or shove us inside out toward unforeseeable often times uncomfortable directions. Some land in good places while many do not. Yet, good doesn’t necessarily mean all good and bad can bring one to a place where determination & fight, for good, are absolutely needed but not readily found. It comes from within. So, L I S T E N .

My husband MUST be. The smartest person in the room MUSTN’T be me. 💕

… but am I having fun though … 😄

I put both my feet in my mouth. Where I should have had no opinion at all, I did AND I expressed it to my son who did not ask of me any of it. Regarding Harry & Meghan. In a Nutshell, I spoke as if I knew them personally, as individuals. I DON’T. I will apologize to my son when we organically speak again. In the meantime & from now on I will give diligent attention to my thoughts & therefore the words that leave my mouth, in person and privately. I am apologizing to Harry, I am so sorry, Harry. I am apologizing to Meghan, Meghan, I’m sorry. I’ve been on the receiving end of both scenarios and I didn’t appreciate either of them. This troubled my soul.

Our Heavenly Father will soon straighten out and undo every bit of chaos ever to befall mankind! From deceit to death. No amount of misplaced pride will prevent it. It’s as good as done. Opposers will pay with their lives. You’ve one option to live. Exercise your God given gift of free will to make the wise choice.

… have it goin’ on … until the bubble wrap comes out?

I’m so grateful to my Grandmother. So, too, my Great Grandmother.

… very early 2016 I’ve been at war on the most personal mission to date on the run literally and broken having fallen to pieces on both elbows to the point of clear & present friction (NOT CUTE) frying both eyeballs looking diligently for information day after day that identify explain what I was up against and could without doubt thoroughly relate to quickly realizing many long hard SOLO battles that must be won beginning asap with proper rest & proper nourishment & would be years engaged… me against it all severing (toxic) relationships protecting myself from human predators on the loose while putting myself together as I am meant to be along the way

… wanna hear it? … here it go …

Over the past several days I’ve been looking at information about lymphodema for myself. I woke up yesterday with the most debilitating pain my lower left back ever. I also got a call from s.p.a. last evening. My hope is in my God & NO one else.